girl trip

I love the beach.. the pretty weather.. sun shinning.. We went to P.C. every summer my family and i would take a trip there.. the beach is the best place in the world! my favorite thing is looking at the water and how its endless.. as for as the eye can see its water.. our father has made something so beautiful and is sharing it with us.. and i thank him everytime I see the water.

This weekend I went the the beach with my mother and sister, best friend Ginny and her mother Nancy. My mother and Nancy grew up together and were best friends and then when they had kids we all grew up together. =) So nancy is basiclly my second mom. Nancy has had breast cancer for about 7 years now. The first time was for about 3 years, had surgery, cemo, lost her hair and then when into remission. Now she has it again.. she is a very spiritual woman and she is always happy. everytime I see her she is smiling. She knows she will die and go to heaven one day and she has excepted it will be sooner than what she was hoping. She told us this weekend she would love to live to see her first grand child and to see Ginny get married and know who she will be with the rest of her life. just thinking about this situation makes me sad. The breast cancer she has this time is in her bones. her bones will break easy and her skin and fingernails can fall off. When it gets bad, she will basically be laying in bed with tons of medication making her feel comfortable. NO one wants to see someone suffer.. and I hate the thought of it... but the Lord will make her comfortable and she has said she is ready. I hope that this beach trip we had this weekend will have added another memory she can take with her to heaven. We took lots of pictures of her and Ginny together on the beach. =)

Dream

I had a crazy dream last night.

I dreamed that Jesus came back... but I didnt see him.. it almost reminded me of a alien movie...
There was a big announcement made saying" The lord has come to send us to heaven! Scan your bag at the nearest terminal!" Jake and I were in this house ( not ours, we must have been on vacation or something) and We looked at each other and smiled and hugged and said we loved each other and were glad he came back for us. It was magical how we all knew were are bagges were and these terminals just appeared from no where. Jake walked over and scanned his first.. it said " accepted" so he went and started walking near these lines. It was getting crowded with people and everyone was forming lines to get on this ship like thing to take us to heaven. Jake told me to scan mine and find Anna ( my sister) and we could all stand in line together, he would save us a spot. I said ok and scanned my bag. The scanner read.. " Your a bitch, whore, and slut...not accepted!" I stood there shocked and concerned.. and I was just thinking there is no way! I started to pray and said.. " lord please, please forgive me of my sins.. I love you.. I have always loved you" and I scanned my bag again and it read " Ok fine. your accepted" I wiped my forhead off and thanked him a million times!! I found my sister and we started walking in the line where Jake stood. We started entering what I thought was a ship.. and went into this cafeateria looking room and we all fixed us a tray of food and started eating. I woke up after this part of the dream and thought to myself... man that is scary.. I should repent of my sins more often!! =)

Good Morning,

Yesterday I looked at my sister n law's blog page and I thought it was really cute.. so today.. Im giving it a shot! Im at work by myself this morning , listening to Lady Antebellum. Not sure what to talk about on this thing but here goes nothing...

For some reason the only thing I think about this morning is you...

First time I fell in love... When I looked in your eyes
First time I tasted love... when I kissed you on my front porch
First time I cried at love.... When I said I do

All through my childhood I would date guys with the name Jake. I probably dated about 7 guys with that same name.. and all my notebooks would say.. Kate and Jake 4-ever!! THat name sounds so good in my head and I knew I would meet someone and marry that name. I love my husband... He is my best friend! We have been married for 1 year and 5 months. It has been the best experiance in my life! When we first got married I didnt know how to cook, do laundry or even pay bills correctly. Jake taught me everything! hehe but I still cant bake to good.. I still burn alot of cookies!! For the First time in my life I have found someone that I am truly happy with. I can tell him anything. He was the first boy I ever cried in front off. First boy that brought my flowers on our first date. First boy to ever cry on our first date =) When I met his family for the first time his granddad told my my new name was Katiedid and Jakeruckous had picked a good one!! And I have! I cant wait till we have kids and grow old together!

Anyway.. theres that.. I have started my first blog.